I'm a little worried.
I've got just over a week to go until the Halloween party, and my dress hasn't arrived yet. I have the shoes and tights, but nothing else. I found out that the dress shipped out, so I guess all I can do is wait.
I went to my hair salon on Saturday for a haircut, and while I was there, I talked to the owner about having her makeup specialist do the doll makeup for me so it will look like a professional did it and not a hack. I have to call her today and find out if the girl is going to be available next Saturday. I heard that she might have an airbrush setup by then which would be awesome. I just want to be sure that I can get the makeup back off after the party is over. I just wish I knew for sure that the girl will be there.
I'm also worried about some mysterious comments that Duchess Jacie made in this blog and in a post on Her site. She mentioned practicing my prancing and skipping, and also says I should practice the proper way to bend over in my heels. Bend over for what? Why will I be bending over? I've asked Her what She meant by that but She just laughs and won't explain.
Duchess also mentioned that She has lots of plans for me. Now you would think that that shouldn't worry me too much, but knowing Duchess, and knowing full well how She loves to be amused at my expense, I should probably be worrying my little behind off. And when I try and ask Her what She has in mind, She just laughs. I don't know if She's laughing because She knows that She has me right where She wants me or if She's laughing because She already has something specific in mind. Whatever it is, it seems to tickle Her greatly, but She won't give me a single clue.
There's one other thing that has me wondering. Duchess sent me a picture tag... All She said was something about it being a look into my future. She won't tell me exactly what it means, but from the looks of the picture, I think She may be planning on making me wear a corset. I am not the skinniest girl on the planet, but I don't need to wear any corset. Those things are a pain to put on and not very comfortable to wear. I'm praying that I'm wrong and that Duchess is thinking of something completely different.
Well, I guess I should go and cook some dinner, and while I do, I'll try to get my mind off of all this and instead, think about Duchess and how much She means to me!
Ambrosia Del Monte
Thursday, October 23, 2008
Duchess Isn't Saying
Posted by Ambrosia Del Monte at 3:37 PM 1 comments
Labels: forced femme, humiliation
Thursday, October 16, 2008
My Halloween Task For Duchess Jacie
In my last blog entry I told you all about losing the bet to Duchess Jacie. Up until now, she has been letting me stress over what my penalty for losing was going to be. There was no doubt in my mind that there would be a penalty, but what it would be and when it was going to be revealed was a complete mystery to me, and Duchess knew full well that keeping me in the dark would drive me crazy.
Well, the waiting is over, and I now know what I must do to pay the price for my stupidity.
My task is rather simple, but it is also a bit humiliating. I'm to go to a Halloween party dressed in a particular costume of Duchess Jacie's choosing. If you go back and read Duchess' comment to my last post, you will see that She is enjoying my discomfort with this task immensely. And She is enjoying it all simply because She can.
Since Duchess has required me to tell you about it in detail, I'll start by telling you all about the costume. Ambrosia is going to the party as a babydoll. Duchess's babydoll.
The main part of the costume is a cute little pink dress. This is what it looks like...
I had to order this little number from England, and it is on it's way here at the time of this writing. I have to tell you that I think it is a gorgeous little dress, but I'd like it better seeing it on someone else instead of on me. I can't tell you how scared I am to be going out in public in this tiny little thing. It's going to show everything! God, I hope I don't get pulled over on the way to or from the party.
And yes, I am going to be carrying the little pink bag.
Underneath the dress is a fluffy petticoat, and underneath that is a pair of frilly pink panties. This is what they look like...
Next are the tights... I don't have a picture of those to show you, but just picture a pair of opaque white tights like the ones little girls might wear to church or to a party. At least they might keep my legs a bit warmer if the night is cool.
Next are the shoes. A pair of black patent leather Maryjanes, with a high, chunky heel. This is what they look like...
That about rounds out the costume, so now I'll tell you about the rest. I am required to make myself up in doll makeup. The look is not easy to describe, but I'll try, since Duchess said to be detailed in my description. I will wear a very light foundation on my face, and a lot of powder, to make it look like a doll's face. I'm going to have a red circle on each cheek, and I'll be wearing a vivid, glossy pink lipstick, but I won't just paint my lips in normal fashion, the look will be that of a tiny doll's mouth...
My eyes are going to be huge doll eyes, loaded down with lots of layers of black eyeliner and tons of mascara, to make them really pop. In my hair I have to wear a pretty pink ribbon with a bow in it. Topping it all off will be my fingernails, which will be long and painted a vivid shade of pink.
Now, I hope you or the Duchess don't get the idea that I think this costume and overall look isn't cute. I really do think it is a great costume, especially since it came straight out of the fertile imagination of my Mistress. My only problems with it are that it really doesn't leave anything to the imagination, and since the party will be outdoors as well as indoors, I may be freezing my tiny little butt off by the time the party is over.
But when it comes to the bottom line, I will do what Duchess Jacie says, because She is my Mistress and I agreed to all terms of the bet when it was made. There are still a lot of unanswered questions relating to what happens after I complete this task. Is this the end of my punishment for losing or will it continue until Duchess is satisfied that I've learned my lesson? I guess only time will tell.
Until next time....
Ambrosia
Posted by Ambrosia Del Monte at 11:17 PM 3 comments
Labels: forced femme, humiliation
Monday, October 13, 2008
Welcome To My Blog
Hi everyone, my name is Ambrosia Del Monte, and this is my new blog. I really wasn't planning on creating one, but after I screwed up big time yesterday during a call with my Mistress, Duchess Jacie Ellington, things have changed. Rather than repeating the details of yesterdays incident, you can go here to read about it.
I had an email from Duchess waiting for me in my mailbox when I got up this morning. The email instructed me in no uncertain terms to create a blog, because there were going to be some big changes made and I will be required to write about them. I spoke with Duchess for a few minutes in an IM late this morning, and She would NOT explain Her reasons for making me create the blog. I can only guess that She has been planning my punishment for losing that bet yesterday. I think I might be in big trouble, and I am scared to death. Duchess Jacie has a very warped sense of humor, and there's just no limit to what She might do to me if something amuses Her.
So here is my new blog. I hope you will find it interesting. I'm sure I will.
You will probably be hearing from me again in the very near future.
Ambrosia
Posted by Ambrosia Del Monte at 12:27 PM 1 comments